| life is not what anyone expects it to be. why did it take me eighteen years to figure that out? |
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| they say if something's wrong to just find fault. well it's all mine. |
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| being strung around or hurt is probably the biggest reasons i've never wanted a relationship. it's a good thing that's not happening right now. this uncertainty is the most frightening thing i've ever been through. |
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| so this is what love feels like... |
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| four more months until graduation. i'm getting an apartment with jamie. i hope it works out. i'm getting enough money to live comfortably for quite a while. i really hope i don't waste it on stupid things. i.e. blow. eh, it'll be fine. a "normal life" will have to suffice from now on. it's not so bad.
[i'm afraid you're still in love with her] |
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